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If I could I would...

Can I say goodbye
If only I could I would love say goodbye
My mind is poisoned my heart is intoxicated with painful emotions
After all the work that my hands have done
N all that my eyes have seen
With all that my legs have been
N all that my tongue have tasted the delicacies and the taboos
With all that my skin have felt the tribal marks and the tattoos
N all that my stomach have consumed those that gave me diarrhoea and constipation, the nice sleeps and the hangovers
With the love I shared and the hate I carried outdoor
Let me drink this cup of poisoned tea to say goodbye
O let me jump from the cliff to breathe no more
O let me be in an enveloped garage with my leg on the acceleration smoke full in my lungs
O let take a nap in your map where the rial lines are busy to call death
T the good friends I have and the fake friends I kept tell em I cherish the good times and the bad times we shared
T the ones I gave birth to and their mothers tell em I gave em all have but they never said anything to appreciate em
T those who loved me tell em I have no love to share anymore
T those who hate me tell em I have no heart to feel their hate anymore
All I have is goodbye...
Which if I could I would...
©️®️ Felix Atta Amoakoh
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