if only I was stronger
if only I could be good enough
if only I was smarter
if only I was wanted
if only I could be more
if only I was useful
if only I was loved
then I'd feel like I'd be worth it
I'd feel like I could be perfect
I'd feel like I'd be needed
but I'm not, and the only thing that will please the world
is when the world doesn't have me in it
©alnora
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