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if only

tomorrow isn't promised that's why am up,
trying to figure out of what value am l,
but if only l could have the answers,
then l could just rest.
not only in love site,
but also all corners,
this makes me loss hope this to fail in understanding which part to follow,
dear lord if only it's a curse then take it away
my tears are flowing my eyes running dry,
like a stream my face is marked all the way who can swap away the pain,
they tend to tell you how they value you,
yet they are here to tease you.
it's not going to be any fine, but maybe it gonna heal some day
only if you understand not everyone will value your presence and your absence gives them peace,
this life sucks and no one gives a damn shiet about it
©poet_alice