If only mama had not left school
Perhaps my circumstances too would be so cool
But who am I making a fool
For if things happened the way I presumed
I wouldn't be here too
Today I am a boy with a high self esteem but no back bone
Going into war on my own to establish, create and launch my own throne
When am I going to learn to say NO
Then the question pop again in my heard
If only
' If only' is a phrase of regret
It curses the day I, you and other people ever met
It says you should forget about the memories you shared
For you have been mislead
I no longer want that statement in my head
Rather promise to do better in the future
Rather I say I will make mama proud
For my passion within has been found
I need not to be convinced by the crowd
For at the end of the day
It is I, whether optimistic or pessimistic, who's going to wear my crown
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