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If only I could say

If only I could say how much I'm hurting, maybe you'd help me with my pain.
If only I could say how much my heart aches, maybe you'd make me feel better.
If only I could say how much pain I'm in, maybe you'd help me ease my pain.
If only I could say that my eyes do not shine any more maybe then you'd fill my life with happiness again.
If only I could say how badly I want to lean on your shoulder when my heart can't bear it.
If only I could say how much I want you to be the one that wipes away my tears whenever my eyes can't hold back.
If only I could tell you how much it hurts to go through this alone, would you come?
I wish I wasn't so terrified of saying how I feel.
©heena13