"If only you knew, how much the smallest thing you do is big and pleasant to the beats of my heart. Don't need to be nobody but yourself, cause it's so sexy to me, how you got me so under your spell, and not even be trying. If only you knew, how I watched the features of your lips, wishing I was in your league, to just feel them. Drives me crazy, that a guy like me never gets the girls, cause the highest respect I give them. Whether I'm just sweet or that thoughtful friend, I see how easy the next man got it, I be wondering how? I shoot out my interest, treat them like a person, yet I get a different result. Can say I understand, but if only you knew how much I go through mentally, when all I want to do is love you, but again guys like me don't get the girls. Only the slow death of watching beauty without being able to really say what I really wanna say. If only knew."
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