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If Only You Knew

It was 2 thousand something. I was struggling financially. People judged me for not having a job. I hated getting up. I ain't rich but, material things didn't matter to me. Every Time I've dated I never was accepted it was power struggles constantly insulted and hated by their family. They verbally assaulted me every chance they got. I was an easy target. It was bigger than me. Gave it to God just don't know how this is going to end. I bet if you were being treated like me you wouldn't be laughing. 
If only you knew what you do to him inside and all the things that he contemplates at night maybe you'd be a little nicer. If only you knew all the emotional scars that you left me with. They never faded and are eating me alive. If only you knew. If only you knew. 
©cameron