A burst of frustration,
A feeling of damnation,
That's all it takes,
And the beast awakes.
"Beast". Quite the strange name,
But because of it, I don't feel quite sane.
A feeling of frustration,
A burst of damnation.
I want to scream and shout,
For this feeling to just get out,
But it doesn't want to go away;
No, it's here because it wants to stay.
Out! Out! Away! Away!
Nope. It's here, a stowaway.
An explosion...
Of emotion.
I can feel its presence,
But I've learned my lessons.
If it won't go away, then I must,
To my lonely place of trust.
Ah, but it's not so easy,
Not such a chance so breezy.
There's always a person, people.
And the moment I lose it? Sheeple.
"Are you alright?" "Are you okay?"
Of course bloody not, but just go away!
You're trying help, I get it,
But right now, just git!
But I can't say that, it's a blubber,
As they try to become my mummer.
I don't want to be crying, that's plain,
But all these people are driving me insane!
So forgive me for hiding under a hat,
They don't seem to understand that.
Leave me alone, I'm hidin';
I've got someone else to confide in.
No, I don't want to talk, not to them anyway,
Some random stranger, not today.
Leave me alone! Leave me be,
Right now, I'm trying to flee!
For every question draws wandering eyes,
Draws more attention to my gay disguise,
It's embarrassing, I hate it!
But right now, it's clearly fated.
I still hate it.
Leave me alone, let me hide,
All these feelings, tucked away inside
But out they go, I'm just here for the ride,
But hey, at least I tried.
A curse of frustration,
A sense of damnation,
As everything inside,
Refuses to hide.
©stupidbro
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