When I do let it take me back once more
I become cold and build up walls again
It breaks and torments me leaving me sore
I begin to want what I had back then
It embraces me in its isolation
My once happy thoughts are now left shattered
It now manipulates my emotion
Do I dare pick up what's been scattered?
But, If I leave and return to back then
Will I be happy with everything
Or will I end up coming back again?
Somehow I feel comfort from this thing
Now I sit in winter loneliness
I won't walk to feel spring's warmness
©lost.star
L