I'm a mother
Whose dream was to hold her own baby
Whose life revolved around her child
A mother
Whose eyes are full of tears
Years of asking what went wrong
I'm a mother
Whose heart is full of pain
Ain't anything that can cheer her up
I'm a mother
Full of questions that no one answers
Pains of ulcers that keep on recurring
Unstoppable thoughts that keep on tormenting
Everything in her life is so depressing
Suppressing all her strength
Eating up all her energy
Robbing her of her happiness
Saddening her world
Crushing her hopes
Her smile is no more
Just tears of pain and agony
I'm a mother
Whose baby was never born
Torn apart she's always been
With no explanation of what went wrong
Long sleepless nights
Nothing seems right
With no one to hold tight
No more light
Just a world full of darkness
Since the day her baby was snatched
Snatched away from her
Everything went into a full stop
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing but death
For her will to live died along with her baby
Her hopes lost in that damn hospital
Every moment she used to think of her baby
and smiled
Is now filled with pain and bitterness
Everything thing she bought for her baby
Sadden her for her child never lived to see them
I'm just a mother
Full of pain and misery
Living a life I never wanted to
Moments of wishing my baby was around
Thinking out loud but just
Sad moments I live with every day
I'm just a mother
A mother to a dead baby
A mother still
For in my womb a baby was created
But sadly he never made it out alive
But I'm still a mother
Praying to my heavenly Father
Asking Him to give me a chance
A chance to mother my child
A chance to nature my baby
To watch him grow
To shower him with nothing but love
To protect and guide him
To hold and scold him
To do everything a mom would do for her child
I'm just a mother
Missing her child
Whose probably up there
In a better place
an Angel
I MISS YOU BABY.
©mara_pain
Life is a series of pain.
©mara_pain
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