"I'm reserved as I can be. No matter the circumstances, I remain reserved. Each day I'm looking not be what I get accused of daily. True I'm a sinner with no way of defending myself, by how many times I fell into the bottomless pits of my own darkness, but at the end of the day, I remain reserved, to the fact that I'm promised another day, then it being final. Hoping I don't take for granted the opportunities given, or ignorant to the lessons being taught, cause it's so hard to live, so easy to die. And, it's so real to me, to understand that it could be worse, without mercy intervening, allowing to pay up on the cost my mouth or actions or constantly writing. This game of life can test you, even have you wanting to pull the trigger at times, but if you hold onto what keeps you reserved, that to me is what I feel gives me favor, is that I refuse to lose but be content that God knows where I'm at, and on his time will he reward me. So I'm straight."
©gazeldeas
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