Nobody ever has to know how I am doing, because I am doing fine.
Nobody has to ever see me crying because now my tears are drying and i'm sitting here drinking a glass of wine.
Its okay with me that you're still lying because really i'm doing fine.
Every time I try to write you a letter to explain what I'm going through.
I stop to think, hey that's not how i was with you.
When we were together, I was irrational i never thought what to say.
See like i told you, I am doing okay.
Being apart from you is making me a much smarter person indeed.
Sometimes, I still wonder why I turned out that way.
I don't crave you any more, i'm not in need.
But, is that a good thing to say.
I'm walking away and realising that i don't really need you to stay.
But hey, is that a good thing to say?
©terrylin53
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