I'm done questioning my worth
For someone who sees me worthless
I'm done begging for love
From someone who loves another
I'm done being not enough
To some who will never be satisfied
WITH ME.
I'm done wishing he'd see me the same way I see him
The same way he sees her
I'm done hoping and praying for a complete family
Which will never be complete
I'm done wanting you this much
While you want me less
I'm done pretending I'm okay
Because I'm not
I'm hurting
I'm in pain
I feel my heart break into a million pieces
And I'm here crying my eyes out
Because there's completely nothing I can do about it
I wanna be good enough
I wanna be loved
I wanna have my own person
Because I got no one
I'm all alone
I got no one at all
I pray these tears wash away my pain
Cleansen my heart
And free me from this love
Tonight God I ask you for freedom
Free me from all these heartaches
Relive me from this emotional torture
I can't take it anymore
I can't please free me God
I've accepted my own fate
That no one wants me
No one loves me
So God please give me peace
Grant me a safe delivery
For in my child I find my strength
I pray will be the last time
The last time I wake up late at night
To cry over someone who doesn't deserve me
To cry over something that will never be mine
To question my self worth
To torture my self
To hurt my self again
I'm just DONE.
Just call me ©mara_pain
For as long as I've lived my life has been
A series of pain.
©mara_pain
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