I'm dying.
This feeling is just killing me,
stabbing me hard in my heart,
bleeding on the inside.
Sharp as a knife,
the sharpest one there is,
just peeling my heart slowly,
slicing it piece by piece.
I want to be stronger,
fight this pain and make me numb,
but if i do that,
darkness overcomes,
and pull me deeper into insanity.
I'll lose control,
grinning away with revenge,
i'll hurt her,
killing her slowly,
watching her suffering,
and delighting doing so,
evil covering my eyes,
insane giggling overshadows the emptiness in my soul.
I won't feel the pain any longer,
i'm inflicting it onto her,
letting her die,
just as she did onto me before.
I'm dying.
I could if i want to,
but i'll keep my sanity,
i'll let this pain be inflicted onto me,
rather than onto her,
because i know,
this suffering will be temporary,
hopefully,
I wish it will end quickly.
I'm dying.
©seahorses
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