Take back from me what you said,
I can hear your voice inside my head,
It killed me, and I kinda still feel dead,
Racing thoughts, lying in my own bed.
Kinda felt your heartbeat in your chest,
Remember what it felt like at our best?
I still can't find better within the rest,
Time to loosen up, and fix my mess.
I wanna take time,
I wanna be kind,
I just wanna wake up one morning, and love life.
Something inside me,
Killing the vibe, see,
I'm tripping over my own feet.
Only time can tell me now,
If I need to make a new route,
I can't believe I stayed here, wow,
Chances I gave, lies you'd shout.
Swiping through the photos of us,
Changed your mind, my hard work a bust,
Getting over you, I'm at my cusp,
Maybe once it's over, I'll be enough.
Anxiety it fills me,
Time it controls me,
I just try harder, yet life kills me.
Close your eyes,
Time to say goodnight,
Opened up my heart, and you gave me fright.
I__ just hope you find peace,
I__ just hope it has you at your knees,
I__ just hope it leads you back to me,
I__ just hope too much, I'm empty.
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