My emotions are all over the place.
I'm crying again,
Such a struggle finding Myself,
to this evening of distraught, there is no end.
Can't seem to shake this,
I'm failing....
Towards this nightmare that I am trailing.
Long car drive, some sort of escape.
Being still is just not my place.
I need to move, or I'll cave.
Don't want to face that I fell so low.
Don't want to lose self control.
Can't cope with this,
I told you so.
I'm just a story, someone read.
A past I can't forget.
so who would care,
I'm just estatic,
My life brought me to a path I wouldn't dare.
Distraught in my own mind, I am ailing.
Distraught in my own mind, I am failing.
©terrylin53
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