Anxiety?
my mother would know nothing of it
she says I'm completely fine!
she wrong
I'm willing to say that
because when I try to fall asleep,
anxiety controls my thoughts
eating at my memories,
bringing them back
it's just as bad a physical pain!
I'm telling you!
"I'm fine!"
but that has meaning
no one's just 'fine'
anxiety hurts,
the kids pretending
they have mental problems
are brats!
they don't feel true pain
but then again neither do I
I feel numb...
nothing
call me something and I can't react negatively!
it's nothing
but again
'im fine'
means I'm fine
and when my mom asks if I'm ok
she believes me!
and thats my mom...
'im fine'!'
©aloharose_
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