I wanna die, I don't want to waste time.
but I don't wanna die I want to exist.
I wanna die but I'm afraid to die.
I wanna give up because this isnt me
Crying myself to sleep, getting nightmares that scare me, feeling stupid, lost and afraid. Ugly, fat and scared. This isn't a life I wanted to live, this isn't the soul I planed for myself.
why are we being cut down of our rights.
we have a freedom of speech but are hidden behind closed doors. Nobody knows what happenes behind close doors.
I wanna leave but I have a lot to dream for
I Wanna give up but I'm not to strong
I wanna hide and not be found, but who would care.
I wanna scream but no one is gonna hear me.
cutting myself is not an option, its damaging me.
I wanna free the hurt soul in me but I'm not to proud of how its eating me. I feel like nobody cares and the only way I escape is if I cry, but I cant cry because nobody cares.
©nunasinger
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