O

I'm here now not there

there's a place in my heart for every start I've grown apart from.
but everywhere I've been that's come to an end ended
and bended
my life into what it is
I'm this, not that
I love and don't fall flat
I smile and it's a fact
that subtract any of all I've put together
and it'd be a less great kind of weather
whether
I find pleasure in a day or
miss what I treasure because I'm away
and just get through
the things I do the ways I view
the wants I have
they're mine even if they're not for you
I do what I need to to build a better man
whether any do or don't understand
I continue to expand
taking shape only to my own choices and God's perfect hand