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I’m here. You can ignore me, But you can’t undo my existence. I don’t wanna…

I’m here.
You can ignore me,
But you can’t undo my existence.
I don’t wanna live but I can’t leave.
Until the day God takes me, I’ll be here.
Trying to end my pain with my excuses,
No matter what I do, I can’t stop this violence.
Therefore I know I can’t make you love me,
Even with all of my trials and intentions.
One day I’ll be wherever I wanna be.
An angelic place much safer than here.
Little love gardens, waterfalls of feelings;
In God’s safe hands, a place can please me.
My ambition to get there is like a disease,
But it seems when I get there, I’ll heal.
I know I’ll be waiting ‘til God takes me,
It won’t be longer than time I spent here…