Everyday I take pills or else I can't sleep
Sometimes I stare at the ceiling and weep
And I know that I'm evil on a whole different level
But I still look at the sky and ask God why
I know I'm not a great human being
I'm bad with people and religion equal
I'm lost in the dark with no light around
I pray to God rarely I feel so underground
I'm a liar and a deceiver
So I doubt I can be a miracle receiver
I throw up on the daily my mentality is crazy
My connection to my parents is ripped apart
I often feel sociopathic with no heart
I had friends but they move away
In middle school I thought I was gay
I still go home and cry everyday
It's all so reppetive I want change
What must I do for this to reach a new range
At this point I give up and I'll put my
Soul for exchange
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