you're the softness that went with the wind.
a smile like June.
a kiss like heaven.
yet I didn't feel.
I was a zombie.
with a stoned heart.
your porcelain skin.
it teased my peripheral.
your body just kissed my side glance.
you was heaven in disguise.
and I couldn't make demands.
the touch that could last forever.
I was too foolish and young to take a glimpse.
yet your tears were meant for me.
the guilt swallow me.
the thought of preteen love.
seducing me.
taking my breath.
I suffocate.
knowing we're meant to be but couldn't.
and it's so unfair.
a bitter taste.
yet I still see you when I close my eyes.
as I fall from grace.
a angel with love out of place.
wanting heaven.
but I'm in agony.
in love with the angel I childishly erased.
knowing I will never love again.
such a beautiful face.
knowing those tears was once my saving grace.
hating love.
hating it for the sake it was taken away.
it a curse.
wishing for you.
this softness.
every time I pray.
knowing you are gone.
a time love was embraced.
it's the agony that chills me.
this horrid notion I will never see your face.
so I'm in agony.
ripped skin from bone.
a heart barely beating cuz I shouldn't have left you alone.
a moment of weakness.
a moment alone.
a moment I can't say I'm sorry.
it's the moment I let you feel all alone.
knowing it haunts me.
to know I was all wrong.
©darkmocha
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