As I lay here in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
Thinking about the life I've had
So much of it makes me sad
Had alot of loses you see
Lost so much family you see
Left here alone it seems
The my relationship has been a mess so true
Start another it's pretty new
Failed my children in many ways
I'm sorry is all I can say
So many choice that I made
Turned out to be a mistake
Paid dearly this is true
Im not complaining I will not do
Just explaining the pain I've seen
And exactly what has happened to me
©tinamarie
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