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im lost

im lost with no heading I've lost everything at a greater cost than i got them,
im bankrupt not physically but emotionally,mentally am critically damaged and i dont think any store will accept me as a refund ,my mum funds my education but im haunted not by the dream and goal, fascination of a bright future but wat my mama goes through so i can be seen in the bigger picture,
don't judge a book by its cover they see an excelling child with no struggle its like am put in a royal ramble cant believe they match a child up with john Cena they put me in a big arena expecting big expectations,
but i dont know if im supposed to be worried on how to please the nation or how to make it in the nyation cant follow my passion without a discourage temper and anger people say its courage my father took that away wished i was a miscourage disowned by evil not even fit to rule civil looked at ceaser fun ,worshipped medevil but GOD first i say prayer to be found i say maybe i keep the demons at bay per day wished to be her bae but why want to share my curses go through heavy burdens envy of all others gardens im lost!!!
i lost like a cripple being told to walk like a mute being toldd to talk thats a miracle they say we have a will of choice so where was the point of an oracle im done ,dont know if im lost or just without a course but is taking everything at a greater cost
©smunyix