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I'm lost

I'm stuck in this confusion of probability
assuming a character to play my role in reality
just playing an ideal identity
My life is like a dress up
living every day like its Halloween
wearing a musk trying to cover the sins within
TRUTH IS !! I'm lost
I'm broken as a mirror, life long bad luck
karma has got a price tag on my head
cause I tried to run away from my sins
thought water would cleanse corruption's blood on my hands
mercy on my soul for its innocence
cursed be the brain & heart for their sinful illusion's
apology to the flesh I've let down
Now I look back to the past
if I had stayed true to myself
where would I have been I life
of all the sad stories I have heard my life is one of them
reality inflicts pain on my chest
uncovering the conspiracy behind my actions