It's just mood swings
But it happens often this days
I find peace in hallucinating
The delusions are satisfying
Without this,I'm blank
I'M NOT DEPRESSED
Suddenly comes that despondent feeling
Nothing excites me anymore
I'm happy NO!! I'm sad...
I just wanna be left alone
I'm fine alright
I'M NOT DEPRESSED
My hobbies irritates me
Why do people laugh so loud eweee
The jokes aren't funny
But I have to pretend and laugh too
Even though it's not from my heart
I'M NOT DEPRESSED
I feel guilty for everything....NO!!!!
It's all their fault not mine
Tried talking to mum
She says I need prayers
What's that!! I'm not possessed
I'M NOT DEPRESSED
I'm angry at everyone right now
So I can't confide in anyone
Hmm I can take care of myself
I will show them that I can
But I don't have strength to..hmm
I'M NOT DEPRESSED MIND YOU
OR AM I?
©ulupresh
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