I'm not going to lie Christmas been hard for two years without you here.
I still move forward that day for our family.
Christmas is for happy memories so we remember you when we get together.
I'm not going to lie I cry sometimes when I'm alone on Christmas Eve now.
This was your favorite holiday well it still is.
I wonder how it is spending Christmas in heaven with Jesus on is birthday.
I'm not going to lie it hurts everyday mostly on holidays and on the day you was called home.
Yes the tears falls as long no one is there even if there is somebody. It just because I still need you.
I'm not going to lie I always wish you was here.
I try to talk to you when something happens someone told me to write down what I want to tell you then to write down on another paper what you would say to me and it would help.
well marry Christmas to you and happy birthday to Jesus
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