I'm lying here in a mess that I have made.
Hoping that in time things would fade.
I look out my window and watch you walk hand in hand with her every day.
I wish I could take back what I did, and I wish I had things to say.
Either way she has won you and once again I sit on the side lines.
Sometimes, I just wish you were mine.
I never thought this could happen to us, we used to be good friends.
I always felt more for you but I was wondering if you knew, sometimes friendships come to an end.
We were tested on all levels, but you always chose her by your side.
Thank God when on the night we got drunk together, I have lied.
I said I never fell in love with you but its not true, I was always in Love with you, that is the truth.
Word got around and I think she found out we hung out alone together.
To me, this was a day I will never forget, because I have loved you like forever.
Now, we must find new friends because once again you chose her over me.
I'm not standing by to be someone else's excuse to be free.
Next time you see me, I will be holding someone else's hands, I think this is what it will take to finally set me free from standing in your side lines waiting for you to fall in love with me.
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