I'm not well
Has been for a while now but just couldn't accept it,
Always coming off and on
But can never control it
I'm dizzy and nauseous
And shaking in my knees,
Acting like it's ok
When I'm screaming, "Help please."
I always lose focus
And can't seem to walk straight,
I blame this mental sickness
For putting me in this state
I really want to yell
But the words never come out,
Always want scream
But no courage to shout
So this is what it's like,
To keep things buried and always hide
So I beg you to learn from me
Or else it'll do more than hurt you inside
©secret_shh
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