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I'M SCARED

Should I rejoice or cry
Be happy or sad
Smile or frown
Angry or calm
I don't know how to feel
What to do
Where to go
I'm scared
I'm completely terrified
What if?
What if this journey ends soon
What if it's the same as the last
What if I loose this fight
What if I wait in vain
This journey once brought me joy
Then sadness came along
It gave me so much hope
Then hopelessness followed later
It made me feel so sweet
And just like magic bitterness walked in
I don't know if I make sense
I don't know
You can judge all you want
I just don't care
My mind is made
This journey I'll walk again
Please pray for me
It's not easy
But I have a feeling
This mission will be a success
©mara_pain
Call it Small, call it big, call it rogue, Call it whatever you want but LIFE IS A SERIES OF PAIN.
©mara_pain