For those who relate...
Love.
It hurts because I feel as if I have no control
As if my feelings are separate from my soul,
from my being.
You see, sometimes it feels as if their only intentions are to hurt me.
Its painful because I'm dragging this out.
I can't bring my self to cut the ties.
The fear inside me is telling me lies.
Telling me that if I let go
I'll be left alone, forever, in the ice and snow.
Its all my fault, I know that and I'm sorry,
Tho I'm told I'm not to blame.
My weaknesses and feelings are part of me just the same.
I should have been on my guard,
Its no use denying this shame.
No, I'm not ashamed of the one I had feelings for,
he treated me better than he knew, gave me something more
Than any man in my life ever had before.
Maybe I was too greedy,
Or just a little too needy,
Cuz God took him away.
But in spite all of this,
No matter how hard it gets,
I'm gonna trust God, because His love is here to stay.
S