I think I am having your baby again.
I smile, rub my tummy, I think I need a friend.
Something is not right,
Maybe we lost this fight.
I run a hot bath to soak my sorrows away.
But all I could do was cry.
Emotionless, you'd die.
I saw the doctor and they told me that there is nothing there.
I hold on to my friends shoulder, because she cares.
What will I tell my man..
He may never understand.
I come home with tears in my eyes.
He looks at me, as if I have lied.
He held me in his arms,
I told him, I tried to keep the baby, safe from harm.
As I lie in my bed,
These sad thoughts, kept racing in my head.
I held on to my tummy,
And said " I'm sorry, baby, I really tried."
Sometimes, it's just hard to say goodbye.
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