Well I see the struggles that my children go through
Its breaks my heart and hurts my soul
I'm sorry for this cause I feel responsible you see
The choices I made didn't just effect me
I thought what I did was the best at the time
But now I see mistake is what I find
I'm sorry that your struggles are burdening you
I wish there was more I could do
I gave you my last dime when you ask me
I keep my grandchildren when you need
I go do things I shouldn't do to help you
I do all I can do
But I feel the guilt weights over my so
That why you have such this hold
I feel like I'm to blame
So I carry so much shame
I pray everyday
thing would get easier someway
But all I can do is ask you to forgive me
For anything I did that maybe
The cause of your troubles you have in life
I do anything to make thing right
©tinamarie
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