I'm sorry,
Im sorry for so many things through so many times and I'm sorry for my friends, and most of all I'm sorry for believing that everything is going to be okay.
Because in reality it isnt, I'm sorry that I have listened and bribed myself to believe that everything is going to be okay.
And you know what I'm not going to be okay because the monster that was once under my bed is now onto of it, and the constant memory of him keeps bashing into my skull.
So I'm sorry I'm sorry that when you look at me you dont see a person you see an object.
I'm sorry for this disquise I put on but I'm so glad you knew it was ment to turn you on.
But now when I look in the mirror I dont see the little girl i used to be the innocence is gone everything is gone.
Now I'm not sure if I'm coming off to sincerely and or clearly so here is the real me on the inside I say it's not fine on the outside I say it is.
Then comes the victim shaming did you see what she was wearing, she was wearing a crop top and booty shorts.
And the sad fact is this happens regularly to some girls, some girls dont get out of it as fast as I did in fact some girls dont get out at all.
I'm sorry you yell into the deep void in your mind. So you start to cover yourself up trying to hide the pain so deep not even the brightest light can find it trying to find it so he dosent strike again.
But I guess the way society is going is why so many people dont confess because they are scared that they will be told that it is their fualt.
Then when you protest and people start telling you its yourfualt it starts to sink In you repeat those words day in and day out.
It's sad society has shamed us into think yea maybe it is my fualt.
I'm sorry
But all I ask is for respect and privacy and not to be catcalled or grouped when I walk down the street.
I'm sorry that all i want is to be able to walk down the street and be treated like a human not some candy not some animal a human ( spell ) h-u-m-a-n.
Because we are all equal right?
And that's all that matters right? Because if a person a human being has the right to anything they see, that means they have a right to anything they touch right?
Wrong speak up!!!
©acasia
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