I'm tired
Not because I haven't been sleeping
I'm tired of feeling so lost
I'm tired of feeling like a burden
There's too much going on inside my head
It hurts
I haven't felt okay in a long time
And I've gotten worse
I feel like I might even be worse then before
I might not being showing it physically like I did then
But fuck my head just goes and goes
I used to just blank out and blast music
Sleep and then go to school
"Chin up, don't think"
I told myself
But now all I do is fucking think
Think think think
I'm tired of being in my head all the time
I don't know how to stop
They keep changing my medication
They don't even know what's going on
But they think if they pop another pill in me maybe that one might work
But they don't
I'm sick of the medication
I either feel nothing or everything
I know I wasn't okay before the medication
But it was different then this
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