I forever try and change my life but my past keeps haunting me
Feels like a never ending marathon and I'm finally getting tired
What do I do I did everything I could to try and be free
It feels like I'm a ticking time bomb and my explosion backfired
I can't escape this darkness it keeps coming back in my life
Tried all the praying and fighting my knuckles are bare and bloody
I dunno how much I can take all this struggle and strife
It's like I dread everything i see and everyday feels like a Monday
How much more praying do I have to do, how much more tears
Feel like if we're measuring in pain and regret my cup runneth over
Seems like this demons been on my back from younger years
Crying and alone feeling like nothing but a pushover
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