I know that i was never perfect, i know that i hurt myself falling for you.
You warned me of your cruelty to love, but after giving myself to you, i thought that you would be true.
Nothing is ever perfect in this world of imperfection.
I never realized loving you i had wandered into an no-zone direction.
You always told me that love to you was not your thing.
I always knew but i guess in the moment i didn't care, it's what you bring.
We never cared but lived in the moment of our grace.
We were just living in the fun of every day.
But for some odd reason, when you stopped looking at me in that old familiar way.
I broke down into a million little pieces, because in my life is where i wanted you to stay.
Now you look at the other girl in the way you used to look at me.
I hold back my tears in front of you because that is the way it has to be.
Funny thing is one day she will feel the way i do right now, or will she, be the one to hurt you.
I hold my head up high as i walk away from something that i never wanted to feel.
I lost you to what you never believed was real.
We lost each other to what we could of some day made it our own.
Now i'm walking this heart break alone.
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