Trapped and have lost control.
Where will my mind take me I don't know.
This was never the goal.
Brick walls, it's so cold.
A prisoner of my own mind.
Thoughts are everywhere like an endless scroll.
Thinking and thinking without a care in the world.
All alone at night, I stare.
If I jump off a cliff tonight, would anyone care.
I'm not suicidal, sorry for the scare.
Chain linked shackles at the feet so I won't go anywhere.
Sensation of free falling from the atmosphere.
I'm almost there.
I tell myself one day I will fight this fear.
Of always being in my head, instead of being close to the people I hold dear.
A prisoner of my own mind...
©justamind
J