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For the longest time, I have heard myself whine.
I have been to the bottom and the top.
I am always the underdog or the long shot.
For the longest time, I was blind.
Turned my head away and put up a happy face.
All of these emotions and feelings have changed me.
In reality, I wanted peace.
In reality, I've been in a war where it's 3 against me.
In reality. you are not to be with anyone, especially me.
In reality, the choice was yours, and that's not right.
In reality you made fun of me.
in reality, who is always trying to find a way to leave me.
In reality im of skating on thin ice.
In reality it's only a matter of time.
In reality I already cracked the ice.
In reality some how this will become another lie.
In reality.