We all have at one point in our life
To face a addiction and do what right
So say that were good and can handle things
Truth be known its always the same
I battled my demons that almost took my life
Did thing that other didn't think was right
Paid the price that cost my grand
Justified everything say life i cant stand
Hated everything for reason i had
Thought my life was all so bad
Use my addiction to get me through
Every excuse i thought of to
But in the end where life we be
It was brought about by myself you see
I created my misery by avoiding the truth
That the way made it ok to use
But when things change because thing got worse
Refused to believe that i wasnt just cursed
I no that i reaped what i sowed
Now that i understand that my addiction was my low
I continued to learn with each mistake made
But at the end of the day its always the same
©tinamarie
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