I awake and look around,
Nothing looks familiar to me as I lay on this ground.
How did I get here,
How come I don't feel any fears.
Why am I so cold,
My arms are pale and I am feeling old.
What happened to me?
But some how I am feeling quite free.
I feel myself wandering but when I look down, i am still lying there.
I don't understand what is happening to me.
My spirit is walking around but i can't see.
So i lay there frozen, and my heart is not beating anymore.
But in my spirit form, life looks like it did before.
Where am I
Did I really die?
It feels like I am stuck in between the crossroads.
It reminds me of a story that I once told.
Maybe I am not really here,
But I know I am not in heaven or hell.
But funny how I don't feel.any kind of fears
I know my soul I did not sell.
As I kept silent, a passerby stopped to help me.
He noticed I wasn't breathing.
He called 9ll and they arrived so quickly and pronounced me dead on the scene.
I tried to tell him that I am still alive, I even let out a scream.
But no reaction from this man's face.
Proves that I am really dead, without no embrace.
I don't know where to go,
Stuck in between the crossroads. .
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