Line after line
Page after page
Word after word
I've never in my life been through something so absurd
The torture
This mental mind game of chess
The most brutal game ever played upon Someone already depressed
Is it amusing
Is it fun
Entertained
As you watch someone
Slowly break
Desperately
This is sick
This is twisted
I hate that I have allowed this
Having pulled myself back into this
It doesn't stop
It doesn't quit
I ran for shelter because of this!
And still, it follows me!
Like a lost fucking pet!
Why can't it just be over yet!?
I'd rather be dead!!
Than to deal with anymore shit
Bleed out everything I have left
As tears stain my lips
Pain saturates my skin
What more do you need to witness
What do I have to do to get my life back
A life far from perfect
But so much better than this
This....
This side show circus
This isn't fucking worth it
This is a hell I don't want to know
If at all....
Ever again
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