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IN LOVE, BUT TIRED OF WAITING

Is it too much to ask to be loved as I love you
Or it seems too much then you aren't true
"IN LOVE" I never wanted to have this feeling
For a moment o thought it worth it the chase
So, I let the love feeling race begin but then you couldn't keep up with the space.
I lost peace because I was scared of losing you.
I was a boss of my own self but ended up falling in love,a feeling that was controlled
I thought we should be together because of all the time spent together and memories that won't clear off.
It was you who spoke and melted my blacked heart which didn't make any sense
Silently, I prayed it should last long but my prayer went unanswered because you change all of a suddenly.
Why should I keep waiting when you don't care anymore and you move on so fast
I thought I paid our love with my heart always obeying and yielding to all your request even when I knew you weren't real
So I wrote this to help decide which fate
Please respond, if it worth it!
©honeybel