am in love with my best friend
yet can't tell her
she says
"you are my best friend brother"
a bitter lump rises in my throat
can't she just call me love?
I look at her with romantic eyes
maybe she could see my love for her
she says
" bestie you have pretty eyes"
all I can do is fake a smile
why can't she see it?
she introduces me to her boyfriend
rather than congratulate him
I feel like ripping his throat off
I just want to be in his place
am I not good enough?
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