Somewhere on the other side, life seems to be peaceful.
Whatever I have imagined, life will takes it toll.
Now I am dwindling with the questions of should I stay or should I go.
Whatever I decide, know that i loved you so.
I can't fight with my dark side anymore.
It wins each time i walk out the door.
But i also can't imagine not being without you.
I know you will hurt and then you will cry, but always know that i never stopped loving you to.
In my dreams i am so happy and i think you are happy to.
Love for us was unpredictable but true.
I know when i die, your dreams will flourish because you won't have me holding you back from chasing them.
If i stay, you lose all over again.
Watch me fly sweetheart,
I finally will be free, for awhile we may be apart.
Someday when it's your time to go,
I will meet you by the light, and together we can grow.
Remember i never stopped loving you, i just couldn't love myself.
Our story doesn't end here, it began when i lived in self doubt.
©terrylin53
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