jumbled.
in my head.
voices snagging at me.
am I better off dead?
we never argue.
we never fight.
so why aren't I getting any sleep tonight?
you're on my mind.
I overthink.
am I running out of time?
does she love me?
does she love me not?
falling the last Rose petal.
as I think of you alot.
my thoughts are distorted.
my mind is haunted by you.
knowing how bad I want you.
knowing I will never forget about you.
I want your smile.
I want your laugh.
all I want is to be with you.
is that so bad?
yet the more we talk, my pain seems to leave.
faded to gray then black a moment of clarity.
as you were the only one I need.
I want your heart.
do you want mine?
please don't make it bleed.
tears I've cried are drying now.
you were the heaven I thought I need.
yet you are my world.
I'll love you till I bleed.
I'm just in my feelings.
trying to find what I need.
but emotions are tricky for me.
but with you it was always love.
when sometimes I think about the feeling of you not being there.
I noticed it was your love that made me believe.
I want your heart.
in the most unconditional intimate unselfish kinda way.
I wanna taste you till I swallow you.
cuz you are a part of me.
©darkdeity
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