I cannot feel my feet as I surfice far below these burns, my abdomen squeezes tightly as I exhale into this toxic air and inhale the poison
staring at a person I always knew I was below the surface of this skin everybody els can see
Every inch every nurve hurts
Its intense
But also beautiful to feel some sort of connection weather it be pain or joy I finally feel after so long
I feel real again
I stare into the darkness and see my self, only me, as one,
so hopefull this intoxicated Heart of mine
Along with its leader so vocal and loud
Swining from Branch to branch allowing me to believe I am free
Allowing me to believe I can take what is rightfully mine
But I am a fool, after All
How can I forget
That it was never mine
Those hopes and dreams
Nor those arms or legs
They belonged to her
They belonged to a momory
Of a person I created inside of my head
To Dissmis the fact I am paralysed inside my own body
But il carry on as I am
A pretnder in a world full carelessness.
©rjw1995
R