If i die before i wake. my failure to you was my only mistake. pop another cap like its my daily habbit im a savage, eat this meal like im scoffing a hand full of pills sounds like a drill against steel, and it still steals the seals from my material life, no wife and alone with these frightening sights, i grip tight, feel like a villain in a mental prison, chilling but its itching, this passion for tripping, kicking till its killing, is time ticking or tricking me, trickling though my blood, love is what i wanna be giving but living a billion times in my mind, in a web of vines and i watch the visions unwind. like a rash, i scrach as im crashing. snapping bones as i fell. wait, am i already in hell . i crack up, clap, tackled i lay back and lapped it up till i cackle and drop i want it to stop. how can i beat this clock. there is no way so just go out and enjoy today, try find your own way, but im afraid of seeing human beings, being humans but only using the light to blind your eyes. like graffiti and ink as i blink its linked in our minds, blurring and kinda hurting but all i want to do is sink, i wish i had more time to think ..
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