"My life ... hmmm I wonder what's it's Meaning,
The filth is something that I want to get rid as I start the process of Cleaning,
Makes me laugh how people are always telling me how I should Feel,
Everything is fine on their side but I ended up getting that raw Deal,
You wasn't with me when I thought my life was over on that haunting Night,
Head cracked open,blood gushing out as I went into the mode of Fight or Flight,
Until you go through that, don't tell me to get over it and I'll be Okay,
Because I don't know if I'm not going to be myself anymore as that can be any Day,
Hard to get a good night's sleep with all of these reoccurring Nightmares,
I have a long process ahead of me with no other choice but to take the Stairs,
The mentality I have is to win because I wouldn't be able to handle the feeling if I were to Lose,
Before you judge me, look at what I've been through and take a trip in my Shoes ..."
©jamaree
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