Of my mind
I can't decide which best deserves my time
In my mind I wonder
Is this the right thing to say
Am I doing this the right way
In my mind I'm flooded with ideas
A foresight for future days
Failing to accept reality at times
The act of denial encages me
Once again trapped. ..in my mind
Darker and darker it gets
Often times defeated
Imprisoned and hopeless
I found a way to insert numbness
Out of my mind
Yes I managed to escape
Unfortunately I couldn't bear such concious weight
Drifting on with tide
Bearing no Maual or guide
Each day I go with out a plan
I feel apart of me die
Relief of all stress or worries
I become surrounded with oops and sorrys
No preventative methods set in place at this point not much is done with grace.
Should I not find a way to change this path
Too much free time for my mind
Should I get in should I get out
A mind with answers or a mind with doubt
-The story is yet to begin-
F. Smith
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